Life revolves around friendship…
Life revolves around friendship,
But what happens if you want more; like a relationship?
Sometimes feelings can take over you and you wont know what to do,
Trust me…I have been through it and it hurts a lot too.
When we first started talking everything was great,
Then one year later, I realised I liked him more than a mate,
I used to sit day and night wondering what to do,
I knew I really liked him…no doubt …that was true.
When we used to talk…I didn’t know what to say,
He asked me when my birthday was one day and I told him that it was in May,
I was totally shocked on my birthday; there was a knock at the door,
He got me twelve red roses and a teddy… I almost fell on the floor.
I was totally shocked and since then my feelings grew stronger,
I still haven’t told him how I feel and I can’t wait much longer,
I guess I have to find the courage inside me to tell him I’ve liked him for one and a half years,
I know that love is painful: I’ve spent most of this time in tears.
I don’t know want to risk loosing his friendship ever in my life,
I know I like him and know I will love him more than his future wife,
He will never understand that I have only ever loved one guy,
If I do ever tell him… I am just scared that he will say bye.
When I don’t talk to him…I feel like life is not worth living,
He doesn’t understand that he is the only one I am always missing,
My friends always tell me to tell him how I feel,
But if he breaks my heart… I know it won’t ever heal.
Even though so much has happened I just cant forget about him,
I don’t know however if I have strength inside to carry on loving him,
My heart feels like a balloon that he has popped with a pin,
But now I am asking you…is loving someone so much and not telling him…a sin??